Sunday, August 10, 2008

so...

...apparently i'm the queen of broken promises.

this time of year makes me happy. and sad. i can't figure it out.

i love the weather here in the evenings. the skies are so clear, it's about 85 degrees, and i love to drive around in my truck with the windows down and the music blaring. and then... i get lonely. and i cry.

i don't know what it is. i just get so lonely this time of year. but yet, i love this time of year.

if anyone can explain this to me, i'd greatly appreciate it.

3 comments:

Chelf said...

No idea.

I have been having a hard time of the weather here in OKC; too hot, and lots of humidity. I have more than enough personal insulation, and it makes me ill.

I get homesick, and it doesn't help me that the inlaws are so close. They are great people, but I get cranky when I see them so much, and I can't see my own mom. Jealous? Some. Lonely? Kinda.

I am sending you hugs. Lots of them. Miss you!

Unknown said...

I feel the same way. And this is what I think. ( can I tie this back to God? meh, okay good. haha )

This year proves how amazing God is. The change in the weather, the beautiful sky patterns ... and I always feel so incredibly happy because I feel so much closer to Him, but at the same time the closer I get to God...the more I want Him. So ... then I feel like I need Him more, want to learn more about Him, etc.

*shrug*
That's how I feel :)

Lisa's Life said...

Nicki, I wrote you a very insightful comment...I'm sure it was quite brilliant...cause you know I'm always brilliant at midnight :) ....but poof, it's gone!

Sorry. :)

Lisa